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Hmmm, why marry him when you don't love and want to manage him. Are you been force to marry? What type of fear are you having, are you ready to manage him for the next 50-60 years if GOD tarries? and most importantly what did GOD say about the relationship? You may need to answer these questions to know the next step to take.
It's better you decide if you want to go ahead or not. You can't afford to endure marriage. You may need to talk to a neutral person you can share your fears with and can give you godly counsel.